Thursday, February 24, 2011

The waiting game....

40 weeks and 5 days in the SNOW!!!
So the snow is falling beautifully in our backyard as I sit here and sip on my raspberry leaf tea and bounce on my big ball trying to convince our lil girly that she should COME OUT and see the snow and sit here with me!


Nevertheless seems as though babies have their perfect timing and a mind of their own on when they will decide to join our world....It is one of those things that although I find a bit unnerving and something that gives me a bit of anxiety, at the same time I think it is SO SPECIAL! Only she and God know when her perfect birthday will be and we just get to wait and see how it will all play out.....


People keep asking if I am antsy or ready to be done....The truth is, I still feel great and although I am ready to have her in my arms and not be peeing every 10 minutes...I am OKAY! =) I think others are making me more antsy than I am.....It's funny how we think we have it all planned out and when we think is a perfect time maybe isn't theirs! So watching the snow swirling through the air I know and rest assured that God has her birth all in His might hands and he knows exactly how the entire process will play out...He knows my heart and desires for this and has her best interest in hand as well and I am just excited more than anything to have this great experience!


We love you lil miss Barnes and are excited to share you, your name and all the wonderful things you will do with those that love you!!


Love your "ready to hold you, but glad you are getting stronger and bigger by the day" mamma

Saturday, February 19, 2011

February 19th 2011

So today is the due date of our lil precious girly!

I am enjoying the sunshine a passion tea lemonade working on the budget and wondering about when our lil one will decide to make her entrance into this world.

Jeffrey and I are very excited to have her here, and I have been having some wierd and crazy dreams....when I am sleeping...which is about two hours on and then up for a potty break and so on.....

I keep wondering....Will my water break tonight while I am sleeping??? I think will my water even break? I feel as though now towards the end Jeffrey and I are just wondering what she will look like??...what her little personality will be??....and other lil wonderings like these....

So as today comes and passes me by lil lady Barnes is happy just hanging out for now...Hoping that she gets stronger and bigger, but not too much bigger...because her parents are excited to meet her soon!

Personally I think 2/22/11 would be cool...the teacher in me, you know 11x2 is 22!! =) But she will pick her birthday and God and her have it all planned and worked out....WE just can't wait to be a part of it all soon!

Mamma Maia